Friday, 20 November 2015 | By: MMM

I have a past but i don't live there anymore


....I leave everything after experience of dead....


"I wasn't home free."
"No, but you certainly weren't worried about your friends."
"I feel bad about that,"


"No you don't. "
"You're right, I don't. "
"You woke up with the sun. A new man in a new world. All your worried and problems left behind."

Note: Sleep was difficult. I watched television until eight-thirty, saw nothing about my death, then showered, changed into fresh clothes.











Tuesday, 17 November 2015 | By: MMM

Why struggle to open a door between us when the whole wall is an illusion?


When I was a young man, I had liberty, but I did not see it. I had time, but I did not know it. And I had love, but I did not feel it. Many decades would pass before I understood the meaning of all three. And now, the twilight of my life, this understanding has passed into contentment.


Love, liberty, and time, once so disposable, are the fuels that drive me forward. And for the vast and wonderful world that gave us life, and keeps us guessing.

Note: Take Care of yourselves and each other.

Link song
Wednesday, 21 October 2015 | By: MMM

i will coming back in 2016 with new blog... update

I will coming back in 2016... thank alot to viewer.., my old blog will be close..

Note: i'm sorry because too much focus about videography and filmmaker in 2014 and 2015 as freelancer and work with company that make me stress with meet many attitude community and society,  So enjoy the link song list in 2014 until now i hear in my music player song and that song help me cure my P.T.S.D, Panic disorder...



Slappy Happy - I'm all alone (link)
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=htBsSVwgLCY

Gilliam welch - I dream a highway
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jvREUDH2BZ0

College ft. Electric Youth - a real hero
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-DSVDcw6iW8

The Animals - Sky pilot
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=BP0IXOr9O8U

Jefferson Airplane - Comin' back to me
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=hziG-cLZW1Y

Tear of Fears - Everybody want to rule the world
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=aGCdLKXNF3w

Gilbert o Sullivan - Alone again
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=D_P-v1BVQn8

Dexy Midnight Runners - Come on Eileen
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=5INzqtUi9aw

Purple - I will never see you again
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=BCBlPdS9clM

Drive - Cars
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=xuZA6qiJVfU

The Misfits - Saturday Night
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=XobHupqgNu4

Sinead o'conner - Nothing compares to you
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=dq2K4jHs92A

Slappy Happy - Blue Flower
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=PsUoEaRNDTM

Debbie Gibson -Lost in your eyes
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8Ms3mJFkSeg

Siouxsie and the banshees - Israel
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-TAlS7J9Ofk

The Animals - Its my life
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HNzmrEgz_GI

The Delfonics - Didn't I Blow Your Mind This Time
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=7R60QoJKokQ

Dusty Springfield - Stay Awhile
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fMcRQ-Ur1ko

The Sunglows - It's Okay
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=CmT8uawNA_Y

The Church - It's no reason
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=uQvzUoK_xFY

Paul Young - Everytime you go away
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=nfk6sCzRTbM

Bette Midler - Let Me Just Follow Behind
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HlspRDMR9pQ

Lou Reed - Walk on The Wild Side
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4wNknGIKkoA

The Misfits - Where Eagles Dare
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4LOaEzmaPfU

Miami Sound Machine - Words Get in the Way
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wl62dOEupb4

Jacques Dutronc -  Les Cactus
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=E05SSymMvdY

Sigur Ros - The Nothing Song
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=0QM1QdRpFxU

Mitis - Brings Renewal
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-R8TMFq0Nmk

Joy Division - Atmosphere
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=1EdUjlawLJM

Jim Noir - I Me You I'm Your
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Jl15dImLCSM

The Adicts - I am Your
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=NUN8ly3UVbk

L Jinny - The beginning
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=iUpWL1D69Vs

Public Image Limited - Rise
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Vq7JSic1DtM

The Equals - Baby Come Back
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=5AcigKiu_Gk

The Killers - Boots
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=UymN_kjYeFk

Paolo Nutini - Candy
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ccZgxmxm32k

Tracy Ullman - Breakaway
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_BDLcutLekU

Crowed House - Don't Dream its Over
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=J9gKyRmic20

The La's - There she gone
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=CZXLLMbJdZ4

Morrissey - The more you ignore me, the closer i get
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6nAMFWDuDEI

The adicts - Falling in Love Again
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=aj2HUtHdqaU

She & Him- I Could've Been Your Girl
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=CajPifzYyRs

Electric Light Orchestra - Mr Blue Sky
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bjPqsDU0j2I

King Crimson - In The Wake Of Poseidon
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HO8n5gmk0nU

Jay Chou - Jie Kou
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=KcK8WurGpEQ

Illa Sabry - Keranamu Kekasih
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=KvScM0Y1_tQ

Jacques Brel - Le Moribond
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MB58PuNYO8o

Terry Jackson - Seasons in The Sun
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-tPcc1ftj8E

The Cranberries - Linger
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=G6Kspj3OO0s

John Waite - Missing You
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=k9e157Ner90

Rick Astley - Together Forever
https://m.youtube.com/channel/UC38IQsAvIsxxjztdMZQtwHA

The Commoderes - Nightshift
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=FrkEDe6Ljqs

Orchestral Manoeuvres In The Dark - Enola Gay
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=d5XJ2GiR6Bo

The Corries - Peggy Gordon
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JC2LYxdupRw

Pet Shop Boys- Always On My Mind
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wDe60CbIagg

Madness - Our House
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=KwIe_sjKeAY

Psychic Tv - Have Mercy a.k.a papal breakdance
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=QbkgK-eQqpk

Soul Production - Autumn
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=u2ZE06oUgdY

Pink Floyd - Lost For Word
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=zPwucFar9kM

Defiance, ohio - Calling Old Friends
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=A9b561e2Gp4

Bonnie Tyler - Total Eclipse Of The Heart
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=lcOxhH8N3Bo

Hot Chocolate - So You Win Again
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=CZ1D7CIRF2M

Creedence Clearwater Revival - Lookin' Out My Back Door
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Aae_RHRptRg

The Doors - Light my fire
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=deB_u-to-IE

The Cyrkle - Red Rubber Ball
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=EbDKN0dk54M

Alan Jackson - Right Where I Want You
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=dxj6zrIuNOw

Mott The Hoople - Saturday Gigs
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=M3pMoMQ61Zc

Zack Hemsey - See What I' ve Become
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=lWDYAJ2-Y1E

Queensryche - Silent Lucidity
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jhat-xUQ6dw

Lene Marlin - Sitting Down Here
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ZI1VF9E-Uvw

Our Lady Peace - Somewhere Out There
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8SzFaEqbLRM

Keane - Somewhere Only We Know
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Oextk-If8HQ

Duran Duran - Ordinary World
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=dDLiVwpv89s

Symarip - Stay with Him
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=QwVMfPcokIQ

Bic Runga - Sway
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=w28ZREQe3_Q

Gimp - Supernothing
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=l8rt2vWr29M

The Wonders - That Thing You Do
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fzllVlzzeuo

Howard Shore - The Bridge Of Khazad
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=31Gh45HM9JQ

Tsai Chin - Forgotten Time
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=U_Zt9lZZ_Sw

Dream Theater - The Silent Man
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=M1gFXVANCt8

The Skyliners - Since I Don't Have You
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ngZh6ZSRoYg

The Stone Roses - I Wanna be Adored
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4D2qcbu26gs

Lynyrd Skynyrd - Tuesday's Gone
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ysP_X_CmE_s

S.F.H - Two Cups of Tea
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=iAqRHaQxStU

Meatloaf - Two Out Of Three Ain't Bad
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=k5hWWe-ts2s

Slipknot - Vermilion Part 2 ( Bloodstone Mix )
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wXsJSXhEGT8

The Buggles - Video Killed the Radio Star
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=W8r-tXRLazs

Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=tVKULdVfwTI

Dire Straits - Walk of Life
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kd9TlGDZGkI

Steel Dragon - We All Die Young
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=R-WqWaZxXSo

Green Day - When It's Time
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Rxc1t6XsWSo

Mumford and Sons - Where Are You Now
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=hl2E3kvzRGQ

Catch 22 - Wine Stained Lips
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=LJkCL9IvHgY

The Specials - Do Nothing
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=x-fEr0kv-E4

Queen - Don't Stop Me Now
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HgzGwKwLmgM

The Bangles - Eternal Flame
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=PSoOFn3wQV4

Rob Thomas - Ever The Same
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=CeFwOur4fhY

Daniel Land & The Modern Painters - Eyes Wide Shut
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=r8nER1ouOFc

Joe South - Games people Play
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=5znh58WITU8