Friday, 20 November 2015 | By: MMM

I have a past but i don't live there anymore

....I leave everything after experience of dead....

"I wasn't home free."
"No, but you certainly weren't worried about your friends."
"I feel bad about that,"

"No you don't. "
"You're right, I don't. "
"You woke up with the sun. A new man in a new world. All your worried and problems left behind."

Note: Sleep was difficult. I watched television until eight-thirty, saw nothing about my death, then showered, changed into fresh clothes.

Tuesday, 17 November 2015 | By: MMM

Why struggle to open a door between us when the whole wall is an illusion?

When I was a young man, I had liberty, but I did not see it. I had time, but I did not know it. And I had love, but I did not feel it. Many decades would pass before I understood the meaning of all three. And now, the twilight of my life, this understanding has passed into contentment.

Love, liberty, and time, once so disposable, are the fuels that drive me forward. And for the vast and wonderful world that gave us life, and keeps us guessing.

Note: Take Care of yourselves and each other.

Link song
Wednesday, 21 October 2015 | By: MMM

i will coming back in 2016 with new blog... update

I will coming back in 2016... thank alot to viewer.., my old blog will be close..

Note: i'm sorry because too much focus about videography and filmmaker in 2014 and 2015 as freelancer and work with company that make me stress with meet many attitude community and society,  So enjoy the link song list in 2014 until now i hear in my music player song and that song help me cure my P.T.S.D, Panic disorder...

Slappy Happy - I'm all alone (link)

Gilliam welch - I dream a highway

College ft. Electric Youth - a real hero

The Animals - Sky pilot

Jefferson Airplane - Comin' back to me

Tear of Fears - Everybody want to rule the world

Gilbert o Sullivan - Alone again

Dexy Midnight Runners - Come on Eileen

Purple - I will never see you again

Drive - Cars

The Misfits - Saturday Night

Sinead o'conner - Nothing compares to you

Slappy Happy - Blue Flower

Debbie Gibson -Lost in your eyes

Siouxsie and the banshees - Israel

The Animals - Its my life

The Delfonics - Didn't I Blow Your Mind This Time

Dusty Springfield - Stay Awhile

The Sunglows - It's Okay

The Church - It's no reason

Paul Young - Everytime you go away

Bette Midler - Let Me Just Follow Behind

Lou Reed - Walk on The Wild Side

The Misfits - Where Eagles Dare

Miami Sound Machine - Words Get in the Way

Jacques Dutronc -  Les Cactus

Sigur Ros - The Nothing Song

Mitis - Brings Renewal

Joy Division - Atmosphere

Jim Noir - I Me You I'm Your

The Adicts - I am Your

L Jinny - The beginning

Public Image Limited - Rise

The Equals - Baby Come Back

The Killers - Boots

Paolo Nutini - Candy

Tracy Ullman - Breakaway

Crowed House - Don't Dream its Over

The La's - There she gone

Morrissey - The more you ignore me, the closer i get

The adicts - Falling in Love Again

She & Him- I Could've Been Your Girl

Electric Light Orchestra - Mr Blue Sky

King Crimson - In The Wake Of Poseidon

Jay Chou - Jie Kou

Illa Sabry - Keranamu Kekasih

Jacques Brel - Le Moribond

Terry Jackson - Seasons in The Sun

The Cranberries - Linger

John Waite - Missing You

Rick Astley - Together Forever

The Commoderes - Nightshift

Orchestral Manoeuvres In The Dark - Enola Gay

The Corries - Peggy Gordon

Pet Shop Boys- Always On My Mind

Madness - Our House

Psychic Tv - Have Mercy a.k.a papal breakdance

Soul Production - Autumn

Pink Floyd - Lost For Word

Defiance, ohio - Calling Old Friends

Bonnie Tyler - Total Eclipse Of The Heart

Hot Chocolate - So You Win Again

Creedence Clearwater Revival - Lookin' Out My Back Door

The Doors - Light my fire

The Cyrkle - Red Rubber Ball

Alan Jackson - Right Where I Want You

Mott The Hoople - Saturday Gigs

Zack Hemsey - See What I' ve Become

Queensryche - Silent Lucidity

Lene Marlin - Sitting Down Here

Our Lady Peace - Somewhere Out There

Keane - Somewhere Only We Know

Duran Duran - Ordinary World

Symarip - Stay with Him

Bic Runga - Sway

Gimp - Supernothing

The Wonders - That Thing You Do

Howard Shore - The Bridge Of Khazad

Tsai Chin - Forgotten Time

Dream Theater - The Silent Man

The Skyliners - Since I Don't Have You

The Stone Roses - I Wanna be Adored

Lynyrd Skynyrd - Tuesday's Gone

S.F.H - Two Cups of Tea

Meatloaf - Two Out Of Three Ain't Bad

Slipknot - Vermilion Part 2 ( Bloodstone Mix )

The Buggles - Video Killed the Radio Star

Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated

Dire Straits - Walk of Life

Steel Dragon - We All Die Young

Green Day - When It's Time

Mumford and Sons - Where Are You Now

Catch 22 - Wine Stained Lips

The Specials - Do Nothing

Queen - Don't Stop Me Now

The Bangles - Eternal Flame

Rob Thomas - Ever The Same

Daniel Land & The Modern Painters - Eyes Wide Shut

Joe South - Games people Play